Its Done! I Successfully Planned and attended a baby shower.
I Did it all with a huge smile on my face.
I did it with no fear.
I did it and managed to leave the green eyed monster out in the cold.
I did it without sobbing in the corner.
I did it with my hand on someone else’s baby bump.
I did it with questions about when I was going to … you know.
I did it.
I Feel so much pride for me and for my dear friend.
I Feel Strong.
I Feel Empowered.
I Feel Brave.
I feel like this just isn’t how its suppose to be….
I feel heartbroken, Again.