My husband and I have been fighting all week, Its rough.
The biggest of our many arguments was about this up coming baby shower I have been planning for a friend..
The end line of it was that I have put far too much effort….. and money into it. Its True, I have – and I knew I would when I agreed to do it in the first place.
I asked my darling husband when was the last time I did anything, Ever, when I did not put 100% into it? And also told him that I really didn’t i think I needed to explain myself.
Then – I got sad instead of mad.
I was devastated when I realised he did not understand. That I needed to explain to him that if I cannot cope with a baby of a friend – how would I ever cope with with a baby of a relative? Or A sister?
I Know he doesn’t want to hurt me but his ignorance on this is driving me insane. My Feelings are hurt and I wish I could let go of the feelings but the one person that I thought understood me inside out, doesn’t understand this??
Then I got mad again.
O.K So Now I am Being sulky and yes I am still mad, because I don’t understand how someone can get me so well 90% of the time and have a blind spot to this. This ?! We Have Been going through This for what seems like forever, and This he doesn’t get?
I am a little peeved I guess. Thank goodness its nearly over!