One day later… Just ONE Frigging day After I decided I would make an effort to be happy and try not wallow in the pain, Yet Another friend announces their Pregnancy. The new me and the ugly envious me are battling. I feel their sword swipes on my heart. My smiles for my friend are full of honesty, love and Joy. For her. My smiles for me are Not.
I Know that today is just a test but I am Struggling.