So.. We’re infertile.
My Husband & I have known this fact for the best part of 3 years and I have just ignored it. We have Buried it and denied it and pretended that this is happening to anyone but us.
I Obviously realise how unhealthy this is and I have decided to burst out from the shadows and (Try) Accept that this is a part of my life now.
Its not easy, even as I type there is something inside me holding back because I find it so hard to be open especially about something so personal. To be free and able to move on with my life and enjoy it I need to learn to be Honest when I’m hurting instead of shutting myself off. I can’t say for how long I’ve been numb, on auto pilot not letting myself be human but that is not living and i refuse to be beaten.
My husband is my rock and I Thank God every day for him.
Here WE go.